Wow, what a week. First I was sick, then I was helping the teenager cram for her Geometry final, then I got sick AGAIN. Somehow I've managed to cut the inside of my eyelid WHILE I WAS SLEEPING. Don't even ask me how I did that because I've got no earthly idea. Then I was bit by some kind of bug that made my ankle swell up and turned the bite area into a perfectly triangle bruise; and while all this was happening I was volunteering every single day at the high school. I'm tired. So incredibly tired. This deployment is starting to get the best of me. It feels like if only he was home I'd be able to handle all the crap thrown my way a bit better. So many times this week I just wanted to cry in the shower. It's so hard when you have to keep it all together for your.....(excuse me while I go clean up dog puke..............................................................................ok I'm back) where was I? Oh yea, keep it together for your kids when all you want to do is break down and say "no fair, I don't wanna, I can't". So yea, I'm tired. This week I didn't lose any weight, it's the second straight week of exactly the same weight: 203.8 Maybe muscle and fat are trading places? Maybe I'm plateauing, maybe my body just wants to play jokes on me. But I won't give up. I can't, I made a promise to all of you and to me.
Thanks for letting me vent,
XXOO,
The Fat EOD Wife
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